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I am who I am And Will Become Who I Want To Be

I will

When the skies are dark, and the sun does not shine;
I will be there to shine your path
When the storms come raging, and the winds are blowing
I will be there to keep you calm
When your strength fails you
I will be your strength
When your faith fades
I will be there to help you believe again
When you lose hope and forget your purpose
I will be your hope, I will be there to remind you everyday
I will not let you walk a dark path alone
I will not let you swim the stormy days alone
I will be your strength, I will give you hope
I will give your life purpose and meaning
When all else fails
I will have enough faith for the both of us
I will be your hope through the despair
I will be your sun through the darkness
I will be your everything when there’s nothing left
I will be your family when everyone turns their back on you
Have hope and know I will be there through thick and thin.

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Posted by on December 27, 2017 in Poetry, Tori's Poetry

 

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Wake up Wake up

Wake up wake up
The sun is coming up
Wake up wake up
Don’t forget to pray
Wake up wake up
Countdown your blessings
Wake up wake up
Even if it’s raining
Just believe the sun will rise again
When the storm passes
And the clouds clear a path
There will be light, there will be laughter
Wake up wake up
Hear the birds humming
Make up your own melody
And the words will come to you
Freely they will flow out of your mouth
Wake up wake up
You don’t have to think so hard
You don’t have to be alone
When the world is so bright
Wake up wake up
Dare to meet someone new
Take a chance, take a risk
Life cannot be lived in fear
Wake up wake up
Find a love that’s pure
And you will find true happiness
All you gotta do is
Wake up wake up

 
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Posted by on October 17, 2017 in Poetry, Tori's Poetry

 

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Walking Away

Hello
I saw you today
I wanted to call you
But I was afraid
I was afraid that you would ignore me
I was afraid that you wouldn’t recognise me
So I walked away
And tried not to look back
To look back at what I was leaving behind
To look back at all the possibilities
To the happiness that I was giving up
I know I will always carry you with me
I know that tomorrow I will wake up reaching out for you
And I will remember
That I left you on that sidewalk
Because I was afraid
I was afraid that you might break my heart
So, i walked away once again
I’m sorry
We were too late
So please do like me
And Just walk away
Because our hearts could not endure the pain
It’s better that we both walk away and never look back

 
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Posted by on September 11, 2017 in Poetry, Tori's Poetry

 

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My All

I'm not a star, nor am I a diamond.
I'm not her, nor am I a comparison.
But I'd give my all just to see you smile.
I'd lie on the floor, to catch you when you fall
I'd love you with each beat of my fragile heart
And I would give you my soul if my heart isn't enough.
I'd hold you close and wish for tomorrow
If it does not come,
I'd have nothing to regret;
I'd have given you my all and never held back.
You'd make my world alright
With just a glance of your eye.
I know for a fact I'd never have to cry
You'd wash away the pain and the lies
Protect me from all the dangers of all goodbyes.
For you I'd give my all.
For you I'd never be afraid to fall.
To you I give My All.

 

 
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Posted by on August 11, 2017 in Poetry, Tori's Poetry

 

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My Bee

Forward is the way

They say

Onward to the future

There’s treasure

The past holds naught for you

The future is all new

Dwell not on what you had

Think of what you could and will have

What if the past is my bee

Sweet like honey

It stung once but kept me coming back

The only place I could cry

And still find the reason to smile

I cannot look forward

When my past is still my joy

The only part I still need and want

How can I look for the next treasure

If my heart already holds the most precious

You have been my past

I want you to be my present

And when tomorrow comes

Above everything else

I need you to be my future

You are the bee I desire to have

So here I am

Still waiting

When you wake up tomorrow

Call me up

And I will still be waiting.

 
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Posted by on August 10, 2017 in Poetry, Tori's Poetry

 

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Reality

When do we realize it’s too late to walk away?

When the heart aches

And the air in your lungs become limited

When your sleeps are cut short

And your dreams fretful

When you chew food that tastes like marble

And walk without seeing where you’re going

When do we realize there is no chance of walking away?

When the alarm rings and the sun sets

When you walk but never reach your destination

When the tears that roll down your face

And the light inside you burns out

When the faces of the people you see are no longer familiar

And the bed you sleep in is too lonesome

When do we realize every action we take is pointless?

When we pick up the phone but can’t dial a number

When we meet and there are no words to be said

When we wake up and realize darkness still surrounds us

When the pain inside you can no longer be held in

And the air you breathe in slices through you

Like the wind of a winter morning

When do we realize it’s time to let go?

And keep walking

Even if the destination is unknown

And the journey is filled with uncertainty

When the clock keeps ticking

And you are left frozen in that moment.

 
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Posted by on July 19, 2017 in Poetry, Tori's Poetry

 

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Love / Hate / The finer Line

A normal person would take a lot of time to do everything possible to have the person they love, love them back. They would show their love through kindness and generosity, and care and words – whatever it takes, because they know that that love is precious to them and is what would make them happy -but that is what a normal person would do.

A person who would do anything possible to get someone else to hate them because they are too scared of the truth or facing the possibility that someone is capable of loving them wholly and completely must certainly be evil. How could you possibly trade the greatest thing God ever made for the worst thing that ever sprouted out of man’s once pure heart? Hate over Love?

Most people are searching for love, desperate for it. Some spend a lifetime never truly experiencing this amazing one-of-a-kind feeling, never knowing what it’s like to love and be loved; and yet there are other people who would easily throw it away, do horrible and unfathomable things to people who love them just because they are scared and cruel.

But here’s the thing, love is love. It can never be traded for hate, it can never be replaced or tainted or forgotten. It can hurt, but it will always find the strength to let go and forgive, to heal in due time and grow again. IF what you feel in your heart is truly Love and not a semblance of it, then no matter how horrible a person is, no matter how hurt you get, you will always find a way to forgive, because hating someone is so much harder than to just love them, and because that Love is truer than anything else, stronger than any mistake or pain.

There’s no such thing as “one day she/he will get tired of loving you” – if they get tired of loving you then they never really did in the first place. Love can never get tired. It just understands that sometimes this person was not the right one for me, he/she has already moved on and found something better, and one day I will too. Do not listen to someone who tells you that Love isn’t worth it, that it will eventually end, that they will hurt you in ways you can’t imagine and you will hate them, because that is a lie.

Love IS worth it, it will never end. Yes, it will hurt at some point, but you will always find the strength within that love to heal and forgive. When they hurt you, look into your heart, find that part of you that knows the truth, that realizes that whatever they are doing to hurt you is because they may be scared, or aren’t ready for your love, so they will hurt you in the hope of chasing you away by hate.

Once you get past the anger and pain, you will open your eyes and you will see the truth. You will forgive them and possibly still love them because you know they need that love, that pure and strong love. If they choose to use you as an outlet for all the things they cannot let out elsewhere, let them. Be that outlet for them, be the strength they need and give them the Love only you know how.

IF you truly Love someone and you believe they are worth it, do not ever let them push you away through hate because of their fear. Let them find another way, an honest way, not the cowardice way!

 
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Posted by on June 3, 2017 in Drama, Faith, Me. You. US, Social Life, The Globe

 

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