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Walking Away

I saw you today
I wanted to call you
But I was afraid
I was afraid that you would ignore me
I was afraid that you wouldn’t recognise me
So I walked away
And tried not to look back
To look back at what I was leaving behind
To look back at all the possibilities
To the happiness that I was giving up
I know I will always carry you with me
I know that tomorrow I will wake up reaching out for you
And I will remember
That I left you on that sidewalk
Because I was afraid
I was afraid that you might break my heart
So, i walked away once again
I’m sorry
We were too late
So please do like me
And Just walk away
Because our hearts could not endure the pain
It’s better that we both walk away and never look back

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Posted by on September 11, 2017 in Poetry, Tori's Poetry


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My Bee

Forward is the way

They say

Onward to the future

There’s treasure

The past holds naught for you

The future is all new

Dwell not on what you had

Think of what you could and will have

What if the past is my bee

Sweet like honey

It stung once but kept me coming back

The only place I could cry

And still find the reason to smile

I cannot look forward

When my past is still my joy

The only part I still need and want

How can I look for the next treasure

If my heart already holds the most precious

You have been my past

I want you to be my present

And when tomorrow comes

Above everything else

I need you to be my future

You are the bee I desire to have

So here I am

Still waiting

When you wake up tomorrow

Call me up

And I will still be waiting.

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Posted by on August 10, 2017 in Poetry, Tori's Poetry


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Love / Hate / The finer Line

A normal person would take a lot of time to do everything possible to have the person they love, love them back. They would show their love through kindness and generosity, and care and words – whatever it takes, because they know that that love is precious to them and is what would make them happy -but that is what a normal person would do.

A person who would do anything possible to get someone else to hate them because they are too scared of the truth or facing the possibility that someone is capable of loving them wholly and completely must certainly be evil. How could you possibly trade the greatest thing God ever made for the worst thing that ever sprouted out of man’s once pure heart? Hate over Love?

Most people are searching for love, desperate for it. Some spend a lifetime never truly experiencing this amazing one-of-a-kind feeling, never knowing what it’s like to love and be loved; and yet there are other people who would easily throw it away, do horrible and unfathomable things to people who love them just because they are scared and cruel.

But here’s the thing, love is love. It can never be traded for hate, it can never be replaced or tainted or forgotten. It can hurt, but it will always find the strength to let go and forgive, to heal in due time and grow again. IF what you feel in your heart is truly Love and not a semblance of it, then no matter how horrible a person is, no matter how hurt you get, you will always find a way to forgive, because hating someone is so much harder than to just love them, and because that Love is truer than anything else, stronger than any mistake or pain.

There’s no such thing as “one day she/he will get tired of loving you” – if they get tired of loving you then they never really did in the first place. Love can never get tired. It just understands that sometimes this person was not the right one for me, he/she has already moved on and found something better, and one day I will too. Do not listen to someone who tells you that Love isn’t worth it, that it will eventually end, that they will hurt you in ways you can’t imagine and you will hate them, because that is a lie.

Love IS worth it, it will never end. Yes, it will hurt at some point, but you will always find the strength within that love to heal and forgive. When they hurt you, look into your heart, find that part of you that knows the truth, that realizes that whatever they are doing to hurt you is because they may be scared, or aren’t ready for your love, so they will hurt you in the hope of chasing you away by hate.

Once you get past the anger and pain, you will open your eyes and you will see the truth. You will forgive them and possibly still love them because you know they need that love, that pure and strong love. If they choose to use you as an outlet for all the things they cannot let out elsewhere, let them. Be that outlet for them, be the strength they need and give them the Love only you know how.

IF you truly Love someone and you believe they are worth it, do not ever let them push you away through hate because of their fear. Let them find another way, an honest way, not the cowardice way!

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Posted by on June 3, 2017 in Drama, Faith, Me. You. US, Social Life, The Globe


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There’s Always a Choice

Some people think that life is limited on your position, in the society we live or the people that surrounds us. But those are just excuses.
Every person has a choice no matter the kind of life we live. We end up where we are because of the choises we make. If you think that you don’t have a choice and remain in the position you are, well to me that pretty much seems like a choice you just made. You choose to think you dont have a choice and therefore stay in your position. Maybe if you had taken the initiative to believe you could move from that position then things might have turned out differently for you. We all shape our own lives. Where we are today is a result of the choices we made yesterday.

We do not choose to be born in a poor family, or to be born black/white, handicapped or whole, Asian or Arab, Christian or Muslim but at the end of the day we have a choice. In spite where or who we are born as, we grow up and we see life from a different perspective, we realize the choices before us and how we can exploit them, it is up to us to reach out and grab them. Staying idle and expecting that things will work themselves out is like getting sick and not going to the hospital and expecting the disease to just go away. That is simple hypocrisy.  We are our own person and therefore have our own lives to shape. Don’t just sit idly by and expect someone else to make the choices for you.

If yesterday was a mistake, then make today right. People always say “forget yesterday and just live for today” but truth is yesterday defines what our today is. The wrong choice we made yesterday has affected how we view things today and therefore is a constant companion in our present life reminding us of what we need to change. So no, I do not believe that we should forget the past nor can we actually completely do so. The past is who we were, it is not who we are, but the past and the present is what makes our future, it is what molds our future. The choice lies in if we choose to let the past be the present or if we take the past and change our present for the betterment of our future. Don’t throw away your past, it is a part of you and therefore a chance to make the pesent right.

If we are always told by our families not to forget who we are and where we came from then that should also apply to how we make our own choices in our lives. Life is full of choices and no matter our position WE ALWAYS HAVE A CHOICE!

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Posted by on January 30, 2014 in Social Life, The Globe


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